Homesickness

The girl who never got homesick

Not once, not even when she avoided breakfast

So to not face those strangers alone

Is now surrounded by a hundred loving faces

 

But the tears come quickly

A billowing current lies just below the edge of her eyelash

Flowing in and out, always in motion

And if the girl lets down her shoulders even a millimeter

The tide comes rushing out

Pushing her down, drowning her out

 

Her home, that green place without hills

Floods in, replacing reality with nostalgia

And she sees everything through the lens of a camera

As if the theater is empty and everyone else in on screen

And she just sits there frozen, gulping down a scream